Struck by Lightning

At the heart of almost all Heathen events is the ritual known as blót (blessing). Historically heathen rituals were bloody affairs. Oftentimes an animal was sacrificed to the Gods or to a specific God in order to win favor for a good crop or perhaps victory in battle. Other types of food were also used as offerings; these could be various crops or even an offering of ale or mead. It is said that there were even human sacrifices, most famously offered to Odin and that such offerings may have occurred at the temple at Uppsala in Sweden.

For those who, like me, were raised on pop culture, our minds leap to Christopher Lee and the classic cult film, The Wicker Man with its imagery of a fiery sacrifice by a Pagan cult. Fans of the History channel series The Vikings may also recall an early episode when Lagertha, the shield-maiden spouse of Ragnar Lothbrok, leads a sacrifice to the God Frey for the coming harvest. An animal is slaughtered and the blood is poured over Lagertha to the dismay…

A Life-Changing Event

The Internet, books, and even solitary worship is insufficient to become a practicing Asatruar. My introduction to Asatru was likely similar to many who learn that there are, here in the 21st Century, those who choose to worship the old Gods of their ancestors. Today one typically begins by Googling relevant terms on their mobile device of choice. There are countless groups on the Web and social media -- some of which boast incredibly large numbers of followers –sometimes in the tens of thousands. The output of such groups may grow wearisome quite quickly however. If you care to see a drawing of a muscle-bound Thor wielding a hammer every Thursday with the announcement “Today is Thor’s day!” or a voluptuous scantily-clad Goddess with a slogan like “Freya: If you can’t lay ‘em, slay ‘em,” there are plenty such groups that will accommodate this level of commitment – or lack thereof.

Asatru for beginners books are quite plentiful and are of great value to the newcomer. I am rather partia…

A Death in June

A spiritual journey is both long and twisted. At least I can describe mine in that way. Many times I have wondered in amazement at those who appear strong in their faith and have never wandered or strayed from that course. Theirs is a naïve purity, but a purity nonetheless. I met Christians like that. They were literally raised within the church from baptism to adulthood. They could quote scripture by chapter and verse. Very often these people were quite well read. Beyond their Bible, they had read C.S. Lewis, Lee Strobel, and various Bible commentaries. Nietzsche however was probably not their cup of tea. I remember attempting to discuss Nietzsche with one such friend who had actually graduated from seminary. His response was limited to a joke.

 “I walked into a men’s room and saw scrawled on the wall ‘God is dead’ … Nietzsche.
 Right beneath it someone else wrote ‘Nietzsche is dead’ … God.”

I joined the church feeling like an outsider. I had read and cherished Nietzsche’s The Anti-Chr…

Found Again

My spiritual journey to return home to Asatru was far from my first encounter with the Gods. I cannot remember a time when I wasn’t aware of the Gods of Asgard. Admittedly my earliest recollections may come via Jack Kirby and Stan Lee. In 1966 Marvel Comics began broadcasting cartoons of several of their most popular superheroes: Captain America, Iron Man, Hulk, Sub-Mariner, and Thor. Each Thursday afternoon, I would sing along with the Thor cartoon’s mini-anthem:

"’Cross the Rainbow Bridge of Asgard,
Where the booming heavens roar,
You’ll behold in breathless wonder,
The god of Thunder, Mighty Thor!"

But as young as I was when Marvel aired the Thor cartoon, it may not have been my first awareness of Thor. I recall my Dad bringing me comic books that he would purchase from the local newsstand. I was always excited when he pulled them out of the newspaper that he had tucked them inside. He read the stories to me before I was old enough to read them myself. One of the first comics…

The Great Divide

As new topics peak my curiosity and interest, I have a tendency to go long and deep rather than wide and shallow. When I was taken with the music of the German Romantic composer Richard Wagner back in the '80s, I not only purchased several copies of each of his operas (he called them music-dramas), but I also acquired a complete set of his prose works. A biography wouldn’t suffice, I had to own several as well as biographies of his wife, his son, his son-in-law, his grandchildren, well, you get the idea. And this wasn’t unique about the composer of Der Ring des Nibelungen, this is how I approach things. When I became a practicing Lutheran, I purchased several Bible translations as well as various Bible dictionaries, Bible commentaries, and yes even a set of Luther’s complete sermons. A single article by Stephen McNallen surely wasn’t going to suffice.

I began my quest by seeking a good overview of Asatru on Amazon. There were several introductory books on the subject but the one t…

One Person's Cult

The idea that someone could believe in the Norse Gods in the 21st Century is very strange indeed. While the tales of Thor and Odin were exciting reads throughout my childhood and the stuff of which Marvel comic books and movies are made, how could someone seriously believe that these Gods were –and in fact – remain real today?

Back in the late '90s I was the co-developer of a website that focused on historical topics. I did the basic editing and formatting while my friend David did the technical heavy lifting. I recall vividly the day that he told me that one of our readers was a very enthusiastic Odinist. The guy reached out via email and mailed a few copies of a magazine called The Odinist to David. Nothing came of this as Odinism was not at all in the scope of the work that we were doing. I never saw a copy of the magazine and could only surmise about its contents. But the thought of that communication has remained with me to this day.

Years later, after my own conversion to As…

An Answer in the Wind

Here I am, 51 years old, 5' 11'' tall, and 175 pounds. I'm basically in good shape except for the bout with cancer that I had last year. There had been years of tests and biopsies leading up to the diagnosis. It was a diagnosis that I feared but had anticipated for a long while. Sometimes you are just aware of these things.

When the diagnosis was made, I was an active member of the Lutheran Church. For years I had served as a Sunday School teacher where I taught middle-schoolers a curriculum largely comprised of the life of Martin Luther and the 15th and 16th century events that led to the establishment of the Lutheran Church. I also help teach confirmation classes and served as an user during Sunday services. This latter responsibility was certainly more of a chore than a joy.

I'm a family man. I've been married for going on 27 years and have two children. My daughter recently graduated from college and my son will finish up soon. I've made my career deali…